Poetry & Prose

Editor's pick Poetry 2 min read · ★ 5.0

Hello

I was a hymn hummed in the hollow, a stillness folded in on itself…the kind of quiet that doesn't beg to be broken, only endured. My world, a gentle murmur of maybe-next-time, a cathedral of closed doors.Then you…you, all wildfire and violins, entered like a question no one dared ask, and I…I answered."Hello."God, what a foolish gospel of a word.With it, I spilled the archive of my silences at the feet of your smile, that sun-swept smile that made ruins romantic, and shadows feel seen.You were already taken, stitched into someone else’s story. But still…I danced in the ellipses of your presence, made metaphors of your glances, drew constellations between your freckles and called it hope.I who never needed witness, never thirsted for eyes…now drink drought. Now ache like architecture with no tenants, now haunt the rooms you once walked through without even knowing you were holy.And loneliness…oh, she was never cruel to me before you. Before your laugh taught me what silence truly meant. Before your absence became a language I was forced to learn.I smile now with precision. I speak with borrowed thunder.To them, I am occasional lightning…but you, you saw the storm. You sparked it. You left.And I remain…an introvert in borrowed skin, a man unraveling in borrowed light, rewinding that moment you looked at me…really looked, as if I weren’t invisible but inevitable.Darling, you dug a universe in my chest with one word, and now I orbit that singularity…hello.I say it to no one now, just echo it inward,a prayer for a past that never belonged to me.And isn’t that the cruelest thing?To live untouched for so long, and only feel truly alone after being seen.

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Editor's pick Hall Of Fame 1 min read · ★ 4.0

I Think I’m Ready

‎When the pale guest knocks, let the bolt slide back;‎tell him I have been waiting in the shadows.‎If he asks what I sought in the light,‎tell him I only ever wanted less.‎‎Less of the static, the storm inside the skull,‎less of the pretense that every wound‎carries the weight of a lesson.‎I am tired of justifying a seat at a table‎in a room I never asked to enter.‎‎And if he wonders why the fire is low,‎tell him that life took its fill,‎it reached inside and scooped the marrow,‎wringing me like linen until the well ran dry.‎The ledger is clear; the vessel is empty.‎Tell him I am ready to be still.

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Editor's pick Chasing Halima-fwf 17 min read · ★ 4.0

Chasing Halima – Chapter 15

The low hum of the holographic display was kelechi’s constant companion, a familiar rhythm in the tense silence.

The air in the briefing room was charged, a palpable energy that promised a storm, regardless of the outcome.

Everyone's gaze fixed on Baba segun

Baba Segun’s sigh was a quiet punctuation mark before his pronouncement. His gaze, a brief, heavy weight, passed over Halima, then Kira.

"My vote," he declared, his voice measured and final, "goes to Halima.I trust her judgment on this. The plan proceeds with Zara's inclusion.”

Kelechi felt a ripple of tension, a collective intake of breath.

The silence that followed was profound, thick with the weight of authority.

Kira, usually so volatile, froze.

Kelechi watched as Kira’s initial fury seemed to dissipate, replaced by a weary, almost imperceptible acceptance.

Kira’s eyes, usually sharp with defiance, swept over Baba Segun, a silent conversation of shared history.

"If Baba Segun trusts your judgment, Halima," Kira stated, her voice stripped of its earlier venom, though a sharp edge of tension remained. "Then I will not object. My concerns persist, but I will not jeopardize the unity essential for this operation. If this is our chosen path, we walk it together."

Her gaze then swept across the team."But let there be no doubt: any deviation, any sign of treachery, and I will act without hesitation."

Kelechi felt a collective exhalation in the room.

It wasn't an endorsement of Zara, but a fragile truce, a peace forged in the crucible of their shared objective.

Halima offered a subtle nod of acknowledgment to Kira. "Thank you, Kira. I understand."

Then, her focus shifted, her voice regaining its authoritative tone as she turned to the holographic display."Alright, team. Let's re-evaluate the plan with Zara's potential involvement. Amina, project the updated network analysis."

Amina, who had been observing the exchange with a mixture of apprehension and relief, immediately complied.

The holographic map of Ilorin shimmered into sharper focus, new nodes and pathways illuminating.

Some connected directly to Nuradeen's inner circle, others highlighted vulnerabilities that only someone with intimate knowledge could exploit.

"Zara's precise intelligence provides us with a direct conduit into Nuradeen's most secure communications," Halima explained, indicating a newly highlighted cluster of nodes. "She can verify the timing of his asset movements, the location of his most sensitive data caches, and critically, the identities of his deepest moles within the government and law enforcement.This isn't merely about apprehending Nuradeen; it's about dismantling his entire infrastructure, root and branch."

Halima outlined the revised strategy: “Kira's extraction team would still execute the surgical strike, but now with Zara's real-time updates. Miriam's role remained crucial for ground support. Amina would prepare the digital release of the evidence, timed to coincide with Nuradeen's capture. Kira would coordinate external communications.”

"The window of opportunity is still narrow," Halima concluded, her gaze firm. "We deploy in less than 1 hour. Everyone understands their role. Any questions?"

The room remained silent.

The earlier tension had transformed into a focused determination.

"Good," Halima affirmed. "Then let's prepare. Kira, Miriam – ready your teams. Amina, finalize the data packages. We will reconvene here in ten minutes for final synchronization."

Kira gave a curt nod, her expression unreadable. "Jide, with me. Miriam, there's much to do." She turned and exited, her movements precise and efficient, Jide following closely with Miriam, like a silent shadow, followed.

Baba segun, after a quick, reassuring glance at Halima, also departed.

Amina plunged into her console, her fingers flying across the keyboard, a flurry of code and data streams filling her screens.

The hum of the machines seemed to intensify, a symphony of preparation.

Halima, watching them go, finally turned to Kelechi, her quiet words, "Now is the time we have that talk.”

Kelechi's heart pounded.

This was it, the moment he had been desperately waiting for.

He followed her to a quieter corner of the room, away from Amina's focused work.

The holographic display cast a faint, blue glow on their faces, highlighting her weary resolve.

"I know you have many questions," she began, her eyes searching for him. "And you deserve answers, to them."

Kelechi nodded, speechless.

"My involvement with Nuradeen," she started, her voice barely above a whisper,"It all started when I met him during a community outreach program,"

Halima continued, her voice now steady, devoid of emotion, as if recounting a painful but necessary truth.“It was a student social event, I met Nuradeen. He liked my speaking, my ideas. He approached me. He wanted me to work for him. I hesitated at first. I was a student, focused on studies. But when finals neared, he offered me a work proposal and this time I saw it as practical, to prepare me after graduation. And it helped cover my final year expenses. Then I finished school, continued with his offer, went to kwara for my NYSC service and began to work for him fully there.”

Kelechi listened, as Halima continued.

“I initially worked for Nuradeen, believing I was making a positive impact by settling disputes with the way I thought differently.However, during my year of service, I discovered his true nature: a manipulative exploiter involved in human trafficking through shelter homes, drug dealing, and using his influence for illicit wealth.Eventually, Jide, a former colleague, confirmed my suspicions, revealing Nuradeen's power plays and manipulation. He made me realize I was an unwitting pawn in Nuradeen's quest for power and money.”

Her voice gardened as she continued “When I finally understood. Naively, I told him I could no longer work for him, I couldn't be a part of it anymore.My world burned down, literally. His people torched my house. I was almost burned, but Jide saved me, pulling me from the flames. We escaped with nothing."

"Then," she whispered, "I did something stupid. I offered Nuradeen my services, but with ulterior motives. My intelligence, my connections. I became his 'fixer,' his 'strategist.' I helped him navigate politics, identify targets, and build networks.I became the architect of his most successful, and heinous, operations.

”But why?" Kelechi whispered. "Why not just escape? Why not expose him then?"

"Because he had eyes everywhere, Kelechi. I realized that the only way to truly dismantle his empire was from within.To gather enough evidence, enough leverage, to bring him down completely, irrevocably. Not just to wound him, but to sever every single one of his poisonous roots."

"So, everything you did... the corruption, the manipulation... it was all a long game?"

"Every step," she affirmed, meeting his gaze. "Every lie, every compromise, every pretense of loyalty. It was all for this.To understand him. To document his crimes. To build the case to end him.The drives, the intel—all for that purpose."

"And Zara?" Kelechi asked, understanding. "Is she part of this?"

Halima nodded. "Zara is a victim, Nuradeen manipulated. I found her broken, gave her a choice: be his pawn, or help me. She chose to help. She's been my eyes and ears. She fed me information. She confirmed the details. She set the stage for this.”

"So, she's not a traitor…" kelechi asked

"No," Halima said, a faint, sad smile touching her lips. "She's a survivor. Like me. Like all of us who have been touched by Nuradeen's darkness. And now, we have the chance to finally end it."

She reached out, her hand gently touching his arm. "I know this is a lot to take in.I know it changes everything you thought you knew about me. But I need you to understand before we walk into the final truth.”

“What is the final truth, Halima?” Kelechi asked with raised eyebrow

Before another word, Amina's voice cut through the quiet, sharp and urgent. "Halima! The upload is at 70% and accelerating. We need to move. Now!"Halima's demeanor shifted instantly.

The vulnerability, the personal connection, vanished.

Her eyes, now cold and focused, met Kelechi one last time. "It's time," she stated, her voice devoid of emotion, purely professional.

She turned and moved swiftly towards Amina, her steps purposeful, her focus entirely on the task at hand.

Kelechi watched her go, a profound sense of admiration swelling within him.

He knew what she meant.

They had a monster to catch.

And for now, that was all that mattered.

***The afternoon breeze felt gentle wafting through the vents, into the safe house command center which was crackled with a different kind of energy – one of urgent, focused action.

Halima stood beside Kira, their expression a mask of grim determination.

Kelechi was close by, his gaze fixed on the holographic displays.

Amina, her face illuminated by the glow of multiple screens, was a whirlwind of data and commands.

Her fingers danced across the interface, tracking, analyzing, and relaying information to Miriam and Jide, who were out in the field.

"He's on the move!" Amina's voice cut through the tense silence, sharp and precise. "Nuradeen's entire network, all his illicit dealings, every dirty secret – it's all over the net. The leak is massive. He could try to escape."

Kira gave a curt nod. "Miriam, Jide, stay on him. Do not engage unless absolutely necessary. We need him alive."

Kelechi watched the main holographic map. A red dot, representing Nuradeen, was moving rapidly across the digital terrain, while two green dots, Miriam and Jide, were in relentless pursuit. The focus of everyone in the command center was entirely on the external chase.

"He's heading northeast, coordinates 34.567, -12.345," Amina relayed into her comms, her voice a calm counterpoint to the pounding adrenaline of the chase.

"Understood," Miriam's voice came back, a slight strain in it. "He's fast, too fast for a man his age."

"He must have a vehicle, Miriam," Jide added, his breath coming in short gasps.

"He’s anticipating your moves, be careful.”Amina warned, her fingers flying across the screen, adjusting projections.

Suddenly, a new dot appeared on the map, a smaller, yellow one, directly in the parameter of the safe house.

Kelechi frowned asking "What's that?"

Amina's voice tightened. "No... this can't be right."

Halima stepped closer, her voice low.

"What is it, Amina?"

"It's a digital tracker” Amina whispered, her gaze snapping to Kelechi. "A sophisticated one. It's been broadcasting our location since it entered the safe house."

Kelechi's blood ran cold.

A tracker.

Before anyone could fully process the revelation, a muffled explosion rocked the room, sending dust raining down from the ceiling.

The lights flickered, then stabilized, but the ominous silence that followed was far more terrifying than the blast.

Amina's voice, sharp and urgent, cut through the tense air. "Tracker confirmed! It's in the dormitory room, you have to get Halima and Kelechi out, now!! While I alert others.”

Kira slammed her fist onto a hidden panel.

"Let's go," Kira yelled, her voice strained."There's a service tunnel, under the main server rack! It leads to the old market district, Amina, make sure you meet up with us.”

Without another word, Kira moved with practiced speed, navigating Kelechi and halima towards the designated escape route.

Kelechi, still reeling from the tracker revelation, followed Halima and scrambled through the narrow, dusty service tunnel, the sound of deafening alarm blaring with strobes flashes fading behind them.

Kira led the way, her movements swift and silent, until they emerged into the cool afternoon air of a deserted alleyway in the old market district.

"This way," Kira whispered, her hand on the hilt of a newly acquired blade.

Her eyes scanned their surroundings, alert for any pursuit.

Five feet close to the entrance of a forgotten warehouse, a figure stepped out from Hiding, to be clearly seen in the open.

Halima tensed, her hand instinctively reaching for Kira's arm.

Kira froze, with her eyes locked on the figure, hesitating for a split second,her stance defensive, her eyes narrowing with suspicion.

Kelechi stopped in his tracks

It was Zara.

Of course, the logic was undeniable.

The tracker, the blast, it was Nuradeen's counter-attack – it all clicked into place. Zara, here, now.

It had to be a trap.

She has been waiting here.

"Zara," Kira's voice was a low growl, laced with betrayal. "What are you doing here? Did Nuradeen send you to finish the job?"

Zara's face, usually composed, was etched with a mixture of relief and raw emotion.

Her eyes, red-rimmed, darted between Kira, Halima, and Kelechi.

Then, without a word, she rushed forward, not with a weapon, but with open arms.

She enveloped Kira in a fierce, desperate hug, burying her face in her sister's shoulder. "Kira!, you're safe! I was so worried... I thought I'd lost you."Her voice was choked with tears. "It's all over."

Kira, initially rigid with shock and suspicion, slowly, tentatively, returned the embrace.

The tension in her body began to ease, replaced by a profound, disbelieving relief.

Halima and Kelechi watched, stunned, as the sisters clung to each other, the weight of years of separation and misunderstanding dissolving in that single, unexpected moment.

The embrace between Kira and Zara was a silent testament to a bond that had endured despite everything.

Halima watched, a flicker of something akin to a weary satisfaction in her eyes.

Kelechi, however, was still reeling, the pieces of the puzzle not quite fitting.

"What is she talking about, Halima?" Kelechi finally managed, his voice hoarse."what's over? Why is Zara here?"

Halima stepped forward, her gaze sweeping over the reunited sisters, then settling on Kelechi.

Her voice, though still carrying the weight of recent events, held a new, almost defiant clarity.

"Zara speaks of what we've been fighting from the inside, Kelechi," Halima began, her eyes meeting him. "I didn't tell you this but before I went back to Nuradeen, I secretly sought Zara's help and discovered that she also aimed to expose Nuradeen, through Babe segun who had collaborated for months with the anti corruption unit, on a plan to infiltrate Nuradeen's operations, gathering evidence from within to irrevocably dismantle his entire network.I was to gather enough evidence to bring him down completely, irrevocably."

Halima looked at Kira, then back at Kelechi. "And for that to work, for it to have any chance of success, it had to be a secret even from you Kira, because any hint, any suspicion, would have compromised everything. Only Baba Segun was aware, because he understood Nuradeen and how he has eyes and ears everywhere. The fewer people who knew, the safer the plan, and the safer we were. Until, Nuradeen discovered my intentions during the breaking in of his vault.”

“The tracker... that was part of it too?" She asked, taking a deep breath.

Zara, still holding Kira, nodded, her voice softer now, but firm. "The tracker... It was a calculated risk. It allowed us to feed Nuradeen information about your location, to make him believe he was always one step ahead, while we were actually setting the stage for his downfall. It was meant to draw him out, to make him overconfident."

Halima continued, "The leak of our location sent Nuradeen scrambling out... that was Zara's work. The tracker was meant to confirm his belief that he had us cornered, that he was in control. It was all part of the final act to expose him, to force him into the open where he could be apprehended, and his entire infrastructure dismantled."

Kira finally pulled away from Zara, her expression a complex mix of shock and dawning understanding. "You mean... all this time... you were playing us? Both of you?"

Zara looked at Kira, pleading with her eyes. "I hated every moment of it, sis. But it was the only way to keep us all safe, and to get him.”

Halima nodded grimly. "Every step. Every lie, every compromise, every pretense of loyalty. It was all for this, to understand him, document his crimes and build the case to end him. The drives, the intel—all for that purpose. And Zara was instrumental in feeding me the real-time intelligence I needed to navigate his world."

Kira, still processing the magnitude of her sister's sacrifice, could only stare.

Kelechi, however, felt a new wave of clarity wash over him and finally spoke up

“I'm guessing the tracker was placed in my bag, when you handed it over to Kira as a disguise for being helpful.”

"Every time it seemed like I was acting against Halima," Zara finally said, her voice soft but resolute, "it was only to make Nuradeen believe I was playing her, that I was still on his side. He thrives on manipulation, on believing he controls everyone. We had to feed that illusion."

Kelechi stared at Halima, then at Zara,

The revelation was heavy with the weight of; past deceptions but with present understanding.

A sharp ping echoed from Kira's comms.

She glanced down at her wrist, her eyes widening. "Miriam," she breathed, a flicker of disbelief, then triumph, crossing her face. She held up her wrist, displaying a grainy but unmistakable image: Nuradeen, disheveled and bound, being led away by Miriam and Jide.

The chase was over, the monster caught.

Now, it was justice's time.

Kira stepped forward. "I'l begin to compile a comprehensive report to ensure the legal team is fully briefed.”

Good," Halima affirmed, her voice clear and authoritative.

Kira turned walking away with Zara, a display of renewed sense of purpose, the sisterly bond visibly mended with their hands wrapped together.

Halima turned to Kelechi, her expression softened, a glimpse of the woman he knew.

She reached out, taking his hands in hers, their fingers intertwining.

A slow, genuine smile spread across his face, reflecting the profound peace he felt.

The path ahead could be challenging, but they would face it together.

He looked at Halima, a future, once unimaginable, now shimmering brightly before them.

“You won't be hiding anymore, because now…. I SEE YOU, HALIMA.” Kelechi whispered into the warm afternoon breeze carrying a new beginning ….

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Editor's pick Jealous Much? 10 min read

Jealous Much? – Chapter 5

The bells went off again, with a voice on the speakers telling patients to go back to their “quarters”. I don’t know why they keep calling it quarters, these are the equivalent of prison cells, even far more secure. Anyway, I began to walk back to my cell, I had a very weird step because I was trying so hard not to make whatever the agent planted on me get loose and fall. It seemed pretty well stuck in there though. I got to the entrance to the hallway of the cells and there were Bo and his little friend waiting for me. I pretended not to see them and moved angling my head downwards while maintaining my weird walk. The Little man started off in his unusually deep voice, it basically mocked every other thing about him.

“The fuck is wrong with your leg newbie?” I kept on with my pretence and hoped he would just ignore; I couldn’t risk losing whatever it was that the agent had planted on me.

I had gotten past them but I could feel them right behind me, Bo’s heavy breathing was hard to not notice. I got into my cell and sat on the elevated platform; they of course came in soon after. Little man began ranting about how we newbies think we are better than the rest of them, occasionally tapping my shoulder and hitting my chest, each tap grew harder with time and soon it began to hurt. There was no way to kill him here without Bo ending me first. So, I calmly sat and let him get his time.

Then it hit me. A very lovely idea shot right into my skull. The cell barrier, it would be closing anytime soon. And I’ve seen how those things close. There’s usually no time to get out of the way once the alerts go off. “BEEP!! BEEP!! BEEP!!” the first warning sound shot through the air all around the hallway and on my barrier. Little man, realized he had little time left, the second beep would soon sound and then it’ll count 10 seconds and close shut. The announcer on the speakers had already started ordering patients into their cells and warning the defaulters about what they would face if they weren’t in the cells. Bo had already started walking out of my cell but little man called him back to give me a little taste of “what life in here feels like”, Bo reluctantly came over and... “BEEP!! BEEP!! BEEP!!” the second alert went off and Bo immediately hit me in the face and turned to go once I had fallen to the ground. Little man was already outside waiting for Bo. The countdown had started, 10, 9, 8... Bo was about to leave my cell, it was now or never.

I jumped on Bo from behind, holding on firmly to his neck and pulling him down to the floor. 5, 4... Bo started hitting me hard on the abdomen with his elbow and struggling to get out, he had pulled me half way across the barrier, little man had jumped in to help, hitting me on the back as hard as he could and trying to pull Bo out...2, 1. I jumped back instantly. Bo was too heavy to move that fast, his legs were still shaking on my side of the barrier, little man was holding his other half by his hands on the other side of the barrier standing in the hallway. Little man looked up at me with a look that spelled fear. He looked like a little child that had just seen blood for the first time.

The hall was filled with wardens and guards; little man stood in the pool of blood flowing from Bo’s upper body. The guards were all pointing guns at him and the wardens were too afraid to get close. They all kept shouting at him, the cells were sound proof so I couldn’t hear what they were saying, but the guards were definitely shouting something at him. Little man stood there and didn’t even look at them. His eyes were fixed on me, he looked utterly terrified. He was frozen in state, he couldn’t speak, couldn’t move, he just stood there with his eyes locked dead on me. He looked like a little boy who had just seen a monster.

One of the guards summoned the courage to walk up to little man, the guard grabbed both his hands and pinned them behind his back while pushing him to the ground. The other guards fed off the first guard’s courage and got closer to help with the arrest. Little man kept the look on his face even while they carried him away. The remaining guards were now standing in the pool of blood too and talking to each other, I couldn’t make anything of what they were saying. Then one of them pointed at my cell and the rest looked in and came closer to the cell barrier. I stood right in front of the barrier staring vaguely at them from the other side. They had another round of words among themselves and seemed to arrive at the decision to open my barrier.

Two of the guards pointed their weapons at me while the other one got closer to the cell barrier controls. He started inputting the passcodes to the barrier controls and the two other guards tightened their grips on the guns they were pointing at me. Finally, the guard placed his hand on the biometric scanner to read his palm print and open the barrier. He seemed nervous, looking back over his shoulder at the other two guards who nodded their heads at him. Then he placed his hand on the scanner.

The barrier made the usual beeping sound before shutting down.

“Get down on your knees!” one of the guards shouted while pointing his gun straight at my head.

“Now!!” the other guard shouted as he came a step closer, threatening to shoot. I smiled and raised both my hands while bending down to kneel, ‘THUMP!’, the guard who had opened the barrier slipped in the blood puddle as he was about to enter the cell. This made the second guard nervous and his gun went off without warning firing two rounds into my cell. I could tell he was very scared. I was on my knees in the cell and looked back to where the bullets had impacted the cell wall. The bullets had bounced off the material used to create the walls, how could something this soft be bullet proof?

“What the hell Sam!!!?” My thoughts were interrupted as the other guard screamed at Sam. The guard who had fallen was now on his feet soaked in blood. “Get him out of here”, he said while gesturing at them to move me.

I was bundled out of the cell and taken to an empty section of the asylum. There were just three cells here and two of them were taken. In one cell was little man and the other cell didn’t have any lights on inside it but there was a figure inside. I was thrown into the third cell right beside little man. The cell walls here were made of glass all round and the floors were made of the same soft durable material as the other cells. The cells were positioned right in the centre of the empty room. There was literally nothing else in the room besides the three cells. Kind of like a showroom and we were the trophies.

The room was quiet for a little while after the guards had left. The cells were set in a triangular form at the centre of the empty room. The figure in the dark cell seemed to just stand still at the centre of its cell, there was little or no movement in there. Little man’s cell was the exact opposite. Fear was printed all over his face, I don’t think he had ever spent a day without Bo by his side to boss around and do his bidding. He was like a spoilt rich child who just lost all his money. He was pacing around his cell and occasionally stopping to look into mine shortly before continuing his pacing.

“Hey!!” little man shouted from his cell, “It’s almost eleven man and we are all alone here”, he said with a voice that was very close to a whisper.

“What happens at eleven?” I asked.

“You don’t know?” he kept whispering, “that’s when people go crazy in here”. Little man was in tears now covering his face with both his hands.

This was getting serious but I wasn’t going to let that scare me. I looked at the figure in the dark cell and I couldn’t see it standing anymore. It had probably moved further into the darkness in the cell. I looked back at little man and he was staring at something on the other side of the room, I turned to see what it was. A clock with glowing hands showed that the time was five minutes to eleven. I looked back at the dark cell and the figure was standing again. There was definitely something wrong with whatever was in there.

I sat down on the chair provided in my cell and then I felt something poke my leg. I hadn’t checked what agent Hannah had planted on me. I reached into my pants and pulled off the object that was attached to it. It was a pen. She had gone through all that just to plant a pen on me? I threw it at the wall in disgust, a flash of light shot out from the pen and partially melted the glass wall. This was no ordinary pen, I picked the pen from the ground and turned around to see little man looking at me from his cell.

“Where did you get that?” he asked.

“None of your business”, I replied. I was about to ask him who the woman was when...

“DING!!!” The clock in the room struck 11pm. almost immediately the glass cells opened up. Little man burst out and started running to the door of the empty room. Then the announcer on the speakers began to speak,

Little man struggled with the door but it didn’t budge, then he turned back and ran towards his cell, just as he passed the dark cell a pair of hands grabbed him from the darkness. Little man began to scream as the figure emerged from the darkness, it was a woman. Her hair covered her entire face, she wore a white gown and her skin looked like she was bleeding all over. Little man was small but not enough for someone to hold that easily, this woman was strong. Little man continued to scream as she thrust her hands into his torso and pulled his insides out. I began to look for a weapon I could use and then looked at the pen in my hand to see if I could find the trigger that shot the burning light.

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Editor's pick Poetry 1 min read · ★ 4.8

If I Had…

If I had a mouthI'd speak the truthI'd tell of the reasons whyI had no roots

If I had a tongueI'll walk them out with itSend them to the fiery gate like the rogue And forget I ever did it

If I had lipsI'd move them to your kissesLaugh, cry, smile, grin and moan in your embrace, Pout and pokeTo the mysteries I learn you release

If I had teethI'd bite and gnash an early thought And be fit, AhhhThat I won't eat the regret I never sought

1f I had a heartIt would beat for youFaster or slower through the chartAll the way through

If I had a lifeI'd live it your waysDepict your countenance to the wise and lowly of heart all my days

Give me all these, my makerIf I had all theseI'll use them all for you

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Story 5 min read · ★ 5.0

The brown envelope

The Brown EnvelopeI found the pictures because the printer at Excellent Photocopy on Ogunlana kept feeding two sheets at once, and I'd gone in twice already to complain about the extra copies of my sister's engagement invitation. It was on the third trip, standing behind a woman with a baby strapped to her back, that I saw Debo through the glass of Amali Suites across the road, holding a hotel room key, laughing with a girl I didn't recognize, his hand flat against the small of her back the way it used to sit against Bimpe's.I didn't confront him that day. I went home and printed the video I took on my phone, the one where he leans in and the girl , Chioma, I would learn her name later, tags herself in his DP that same week — doesn't pull away. Two days after, I called Debo to my flat and put my phone on the table between us, screen up, and let it play.He didn't argue. That's the part people don't believe when I tell this story. Debo didn't say I was lying, didn't say the girl was his cousin, didn't ask which angle the video was shot from. He put his head down and said sorry so many times it stopped meaning anything, and then he asked me, please, not to tell Bimpe until after the wedding. As if a wedding were a door that, once shut, made whatever was on the other side irrelevant.I told Bimpe first. She watched the video twice, all the way through both times, her face doing nothing the whole way, and then she asked me to delete it. Not because she didn't believe it. Because Mummy had already collected the aso-ebi money from forty women in our compound, and the caterers, Mummy's caterers, the ones that fed half of Surulere's weddings that season, had already bought the crates of malt and the cow.I didn't delete it. I put the printed pages in a brown envelope and kept it the way you keep a spare key you hope never to use.I gave the envelope to Mummy the night of the traditional engagement, three hours before the compound filled with drummers. I told her because I thought a mother, holding proof like that, would find some quiet way to protect her daughter , postpone the wedding, ask questions in private, anything with a door on it.Mummy read it standing by her wardrobe, still in her wrapper, and something in her face closed like a shop shutting for the day. She didn't cry the way I expected. She folded the pages back into the envelope, and forty minutes later I saw her crossing the compound toward Debo's mother, the envelope tucked under her arm like a clutch bag, and I understood, too late, what she meant to do with it. Not protect Bimpe. Negotiate. Use what I'd handed her as leverage before the bride price changed hands in front of everyone, lower the amount, or she would let the whole compound see what was inside.Debo's mother didn't take the leverage quietly. She stood under the canopy, in front of both families and the caterers and the drummers who'd already been paid to start, and called my mother a woman who raised a spy for a daughter. Somebody's uncle tried to hold both women back and only managed to knock over a crate of soft drinks, and I remember the sound of the bottles more than I remember the shouting, that particular clatter of glass on concrete a party makes when it's already over and nobody has said so yet.Bimpe learned what was in the envelope from her mother-in-law's mouth, in front of two hundred guests, not from me, not from our mother. She didn't look for me in the crowd. She walked into the house and locked the door of the room we used to share as girls, and I stood outside it for forty minutes before Mummy told me to go home.The wedding still happened, eleven days later, smaller, at the registry, without aso-ebi, without our mother's caterers, who by then had lost three other bookings that month, word moves fast down our street about which family exposes which family at their own party. Mummy's phone, which used to ring every Sunday with somebody's aunty asking for a quote, went quiet enough that she started asking me, without quite asking, whether I thought she should try event decoration instead.Bimpe didn't come to Mummy's sixtieth birthday. She sent aso-ebi money through a cousin, an amount calculated, I think, to say I am still your daughter without saying I forgive my sister. When her son was born the following year, I found out from a WhatsApp status three days after the naming ceremony, a video of Bimpe holding a baby whose middle name I still don't know, because nobody thought to send me the card.People still ask if I regret the envelope. I don't have a clean answer for them. I deleted the video off my phone a long time ago. I never got around to forgetting the sound of those bottles.

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The Scale

The Scale

The last thing sold before the shop closed forever was the scale, the iron weighing scale that sat on our counter since the year Mum signed the lease with the landlord, and sold not on the same day to an outsider, but to Uche, my own business partner, on the very same day that the landlord's demolition notice came through.

I'd been waiting for the notice for the past three weeks. All the tenants had been warned of the end of the month to vacate the row, and all of us in our line at Ogbete knew, that the whitewashed board, block letters, was to be found in the corner pillar and that the entire row was slated for a renovation to a new shopping complex. The notice was in print, and the deadline was boldly typed on it.

It was the last Saturday and there was really nothing else to pack. In the two weeks before we'd sold off the stock, rice, beans, garri, crayfish, everything at prices better than you could possibly imagine, and good sense wouldn't enter into it (a bulldozer was already in the plans). All that was left was the counter, which was too heavy to handle; a pile of empty sacks; and the scale.

For the first time, Mum allowed me to put my hands on it when I was seven. I recall standing on an upturned crate just to peep over the edge of the counter, watching her drop stuffs on it to determine their price, and every time she would tell me, "A trader who cheats the scale cheats herself, you know, word gets around before money does, and a reputation, once tilted, never balances back." She ran that business alone for 9 years and then Uche (a business partner) joined us and we ran the business together for the next 12 years. This was a span of 25 years of my life.

Two markets back was a new site in Artisan Uche helped us secure, albeit on a smaller scale, but a good market, and a roof that doesn't leak. He insisted that I be with him, that I carry on the partnership as I always had. I said no. It wasn't as if I didn't love the trade, I did, the way I love something that would lift me up, but quietly, during the past year I began to admit to myself that I didn't want to spend the next twenty-one years doing exactly what Mama did for the previous twenty-one. I wanted it to be my choice, but his notice got there first and I let it be my choice rather than his.

Uche was going by that Saturday afternoon to get his share of the remainder. He gazed at the scale for a long time, but didn't say anything.

"This will be helpful to me," he said. " The new place doesn't have one."

I said to him, "Take it. It does belong to you anyway, half of everything here is yours.”

"Not like this na..." He then took out a fold of notes and placed it in my hands before I could protest, as he did in all other situations when he wished to end a thing without fighting. This was me buying my half back, properly, so no one would say I just walked off with what was ours.

I wanted to refuse it, the same way I'd wanted to refuse his offer to come with him, and failed at both for the same reason. Some decisions get made whether or not you agree to them, and all that's left is choosing how to stand while they happen. I counted the notes because he'd have been offended if I hadn't accepted it, then I helped him carry the scale to his brother's pickup truck myself, my hands under the same iron edges Mum's hands had held for years before mine ever touched it.

He drove off toward Artisan with our remaining trade riding in the back of that truck, and I stood in the empty stall a while longer than I needed to.

Mum still doesn't know I said no to going with him earlier, but I later told her that day during dinner, and she asked me what I meant to do instead, and for the first time in a long time I didn't have to lie and say I don't know.I just know it won't involve a scale again.

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The Fire and the Wish

Who am I?I am a dream that refused to stay quiet.Not the dream they handed mebut the one I foundcurled in my ribs like a second heartbeat.

Passion is not a shout.It is the way I wake before dawnto chase a vision no one else can see.It is the trembling hand that still draws the mapto a place not yet built.

I have loved my dreamlong before it loved me back.I have fed it with empty pockets,sung to it in failure,held it like a child through the night.

Passion made me stubborn.Dream made me brave.Together, they made meAnd named me.

Who am I?

I’m the one you read beneath this ink.the one who feels the world deeplyand still chooses to shape it.the clay still breathing in the Potter's hand,the song still rising past the singer's reach.

I am the fire and the wish.

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